In Our World Today

People are fixated on the possible and not the impossible because people convince them it’s unreachable.

People now live off of love that isn’t real and the quantity of money that so happens to weigh their happiness.

And all of those who suffer, just like you and I, are the ones who see outside of that.

But unfortunately those who are truly unhappy behind all of the materialistic things bring us down with them.

People are taking advantage of all the wrong things and not praising the rare things in their life.

She is so precious, her beauty, and her originality.

There is nothing she could repeat that would ever be the same.

People pass by her as though she is nothing - treating her like an unnecessary tool we need in life.

Her name is Time.

We’ve all come to be too impatient to commend the minutes we are given.

And in the end, we can’t help but fill our lungs with the bits of toxic greed that accompanies the air.

What is the definition of this so called “originality” you always tell me to be?

People live off of the things that have already been invented, manifested, and thought-of.

We are all standing around and waiting for someone else to answer the question for us.

I’m bored of looking around and seeing everyone accept failure as an answer.

Now: Here we all are writing poetry and books on the love we wish we could experience and the endless possibilities we wish we could get out of life. Some of us feel as though literature can save us. Help us escape from this lawful place called “living”. We’re all caged inside, and those aching are the ones wanting to break free.

Because that’s our world today

It’s easier for us to focus on the negativity that is consuming us even in our sleep, but we must not let it define who we are.

Could you imagine a world of no hurt, pain, immortality, and lawlessness?

Oh, how corrupt we would all be;

A world without pain is a world without strength,

A world without hurt is a world without health,

A world with immortality is a world without value,

A world without law is a world without morals.

Embrace the sickness we all carry in our minds for that is what makes us human.

Don’t be ashamed because you feel stuck, lost, empty…

Strap yourself onto the wall of hope and begin to climb because there is a treasure of confidence and balance waiting at the top.

I promise.

Human nature is an odd and precious thing, but that is what makes it so beautiful.

I believe that our lives, every single one out there, is a stepping stone leading us to the greater good.

Yes, I understand that when we put our rain boots on to go play out in the rain, disappointment could fill those rubbery protection barriers up to our knees.

But maybe we could look down and admire the disappointment. Smile and know that it is nature’s way of telling us we can mold it into something stronger: Hope.

I can only hope that people get to a place where they take all the hurt in their lives and embrace it. Saying, “Yeah, I was depressed once upon a night,” beginning to smile, “but now I know I am stronger from that night forward.”

It only seems unfair that it is so much easier to drown in the sorrow rather than praise our fortunes.

Human nature is an odd and precious thing, but that is what makes it so beautiful.

I am not going to let the cynical characters in our world define who I am.

I am my own hope,

My own living,

My own fate.

Because that’s what I wish our world would be like one day.

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deathbeforediet:

Stop hating yourself. Try going one day without saying anything bad about yourself. Try complimenting yourself. Do it again. Buy yourself dinner. Put soft things against your skin. Listen to your favorite songs. Eat ice cream. Eat ice cream naked. You have to spend the rest of your life with you. You’re all you’ve got. Be kind, start loving yourself.

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ayomxmuzix:

I’d like to start off by saying that I take these kind of asks very seriously because it is relatable to me and is something I struggle with myself from time to time now. I don’t really know how to give advice for questions likes these because I am still learning myself. So I will talk about myself and how I deal with it.
I have social anxiety but I am dealing with it. At times when I am with friends and I feel totally invisible I just want to get up and just start running and one time I did. One time I went to a sushi buffet with friends, it was very loud and I sat at the far side of the table and couldn’t hear a thing, the things I could hear were things I didn’t have much to contribute in. I felt like I was going crazy; like I was all alone in a crowded room; like my existence wanted my body to leave but my body couldn’t. I kept going to the bathroom just to hear my own mind. Before dessert came, I paid my share of the bill and just got up without a reason and left and just started running. My friends called me but I didn’t pick up. When I was running, I felt free and a lot better. For a while after, I didn’t want to see my friends. I felt like a freak. I even missed a close friend of mines birthday with a bullshit reason and I really regret that.
I decided I needed to change. Like many people (like the people who complain about facebook friend on tumblr) I had many “friends” on facebook who I didn’t even talk to or was never even really close to. I decided I wanted to cut all those people off and only leave the people who I cared about and who cared about me, so I made a new facebook and only added them. Then I wrote. I wrote everything and anything. I wrote about things I wouldn’t tell people in person. I wrote about stuff like this post. I just wrote and wrote and I felt like everything I was holding back for so long was free. That I was finally free. That was my step 1 - Releasing all the unreleased emotions and figuring out who your true friends are.
Next, I needed some confidence in myself and to think positively. I had always considered myself to be a pessimist and honestly it’s bad to always think so negatively. How the hell can you ever have any confidence at all if you always think you will fail? So I decided to make a twitter and write positive advice to myself when I learned it. You’d be surprised how easy it is and freeing to just think positively. Even mistakes and failures become learning and teachable moments when you start learning from them and want to improve. That was my step 2 - Think positively and learn from your mistakes.
Lastly, and this is the hardest step, was to be more social. I had quit online gaming with my friends because well I am really not all that competitive and I kinda suck. I also stopped going to the gym with them because I rationalized to myself that I was content with my body and was going to focus on school and not worry about getting in a relationship. All those excuses for not doing something were pretty stupid. It’s easy to be content with who you are but if you want to be better that takes work. If you want to be more social, you need to do things with people. You need to be around people and talk. So I rejoined the gym and I started playing video games with my friends. Although I still have the same feelings and rational toward video games and the gym - I enjoy them more because I am with friends and am putting more effort in being social. This step is still a work in progress for me. So yeah step 3 - Put yourself in situations where you can be more social.
I’m not perfect and I still stumble but I am trying a lot harder. I apologize if I didn’t really answer the above questions but I don’t really know how without giving context of how I did so/am doing so in my own life. Thank you to anyone who actually took the time to read this.
This is my twitter if anyone is curious by the daily positive thoughts I meant: https://twitter.com/AyoMXmuzix

ayomxmuzix:

I’d like to start off by saying that I take these kind of asks very seriously because it is relatable to me and is something I struggle with myself from time to time now. I don’t really know how to give advice for questions likes these because I am still learning myself. So I will talk about myself and how I deal with it.

I have social anxiety but I am dealing with it. At times when I am with friends and I feel totally invisible I just want to get up and just start running and one time I did. One time I went to a sushi buffet with friends, it was very loud and I sat at the far side of the table and couldn’t hear a thing, the things I could hear were things I didn’t have much to contribute in. I felt like I was going crazy; like I was all alone in a crowded room; like my existence wanted my body to leave but my body couldn’t. I kept going to the bathroom just to hear my own mind. Before dessert came, I paid my share of the bill and just got up without a reason and left and just started running. My friends called me but I didn’t pick up. When I was running, I felt free and a lot better. For a while after, I didn’t want to see my friends. I felt like a freak. I even missed a close friend of mines birthday with a bullshit reason and I really regret that.

I decided I needed to change. Like many people (like the people who complain about facebook friend on tumblr) I had many “friends” on facebook who I didn’t even talk to or was never even really close to. I decided I wanted to cut all those people off and only leave the people who I cared about and who cared about me, so I made a new facebook and only added them. Then I wrote. I wrote everything and anything. I wrote about things I wouldn’t tell people in person. I wrote about stuff like this post. I just wrote and wrote and I felt like everything I was holding back for so long was free. That I was finally free. That was my step 1 - Releasing all the unreleased emotions and figuring out who your true friends are.

Next, I needed some confidence in myself and to think positively. I had always considered myself to be a pessimist and honestly it’s bad to always think so negatively. How the hell can you ever have any confidence at all if you always think you will fail? So I decided to make a twitter and write positive advice to myself when I learned it. You’d be surprised how easy it is and freeing to just think positively. Even mistakes and failures become learning and teachable moments when you start learning from them and want to improve. That was my step 2 - Think positively and learn from your mistakes.

Lastly, and this is the hardest step, was to be more social. I had quit online gaming with my friends because well I am really not all that competitive and I kinda suck. I also stopped going to the gym with them because I rationalized to myself that I was content with my body and was going to focus on school and not worry about getting in a relationship. All those excuses for not doing something were pretty stupid. It’s easy to be content with who you are but if you want to be better that takes work. If you want to be more social, you need to do things with people. You need to be around people and talk. So I rejoined the gym and I started playing video games with my friends. Although I still have the same feelings and rational toward video games and the gym - I enjoy them more because I am with friends and am putting more effort in being social. This step is still a work in progress for me. So yeah step 3 - Put yourself in situations where you can be more social.

I’m not perfect and I still stumble but I am trying a lot harder. I apologize if I didn’t really answer the above questions but I don’t really know how without giving context of how I did so/am doing so in my own life. Thank you to anyone who actually took the time to read this.

This is my twitter if anyone is curious by the daily positive thoughts I meant: https://twitter.com/AyoMXmuzix